Morning Reflection

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and mind in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4: 6-7

I need this scripture more than ever these days. We are reaching that time of year where car sales plummet (even more than they have in the past) and worries and stress rise. Increasing worries about keeping my kids healthy (and Mike and I) as more reports of flu outbreaks in our area are the highlight of the evening news. Worries over where we as a country are headed. Worries over the rising costs of health care for my family. And so many more.

Sunday morning's sermon was about the Will of God. One point that has stuck in my head is that I must do what He has revealed before I will see what He will reveal. I must remain faithful. Looking back on the events of our lives the last 18 months or so, I am reminded of the Footprints poem.

One night I had a dream--I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.

For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints, one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of my life flashed before me,I looked back at the footprints in the sand.I noticed that many times along the path of my life,there was only one set of footprints.I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life.

This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. "I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never,

never leave you during your times of trial and suffering.

"When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

...Mary Stevenson

I can confess to you that during those trials and suffering, my faith was low. I constantly worried how everything would work out. I doubted, I questioned, I worried. Looking back I see that I was carried even though I doubted, I worried, I questioned, and I didn't have the faith that I should have. I didn't trust what He would reveal. Still, He carried me through those trials and struggles.

So my prayer this morning is that I will not be anxious or worry and that I will pray with a thankful heart. That I will remember that there is a plan. That I will never be alone. That I must trust Him that the path I must take, no matter how hard, will lead to something better.

~jen

Broken Dreams

Caden has had a wonderful 2 weekends of flag football. He loved playing football. He didn't really enjoy practices that much, though. His complaint... too much running. :) Caden played every minute of most of the games. If he was on the side line, it was just long enough to get a drink and then he was back in the game. He played center on offense and nose guard on defense. He had two jobs... on offense, to hike the ball; on defense, to watch where the ball was going and go get a flag. He did both jobs well. I was so proud to watch him play.

This past Thursday, Caden's first grade flag football season ended with a fractured clavicle. During practice Caden and his team were doing some running drills and Caden decided to scoop up the football as he ran past it. He ended up tripping and landed directly on his left shoulder.

Mike brought him home and after looking at Caden's left shoulder I could see there was something wrong. I took him to our local urgent care center (the one that I previously worked at). Since I had a connection there, the x-ray tech let us go back and view the films as they processed. Once Caden's x-ray came into view I literally had to grab the wall behind me to keep me on my two feet! Caden was fitted into a splint and we went home.

Caden had an appointment with an orthopedic specialist Friday morning. Michael took Caden to the appointment and he was told that these types of fractures heal very well, especially in young, healthy children. Caden was fitted in a clavicle brace that he will wear for the next 4-6 weeks. He has a follow-up appointment at the end of the month.

Caden has done ok the past 2 days. We had a rough morning this morning, but he has done well this afternoon and evening. Since I wasn't able to go to the ortho appointment yesterday, I needed some convincing that Caden was going to be ok, so this afternoon I went and saw an orthopedic PA at my old office. He has treated Cody in the past and I really trust his knowledge and judgement. He reassured me that Caden will do fine and that I will be amazed at how the body heals these types of fractures.

So, hopefully that will be the case with Caden. Please remember him (and us) in your prayers as his body heals. It's been nice to have him at home this weekend where I can shelter him from any harm, but as he goes back to school Monday, I know I will be a nervous wreck! Please say a prayer that he will be safe at school and that adjusting to no PE and recess will be as easy as possible. He's done well accepting that he is done with football and the possibility that he will not be able to play basketball. If you know Caden, you know he loves sports, so this has been a little hard for him! (And it's been just as hard on his mom and dad!)

Here are a few pictures of Caden's short-lived flag football season and the season-ending break!

~jen

Blogoversary

3 years ago I sat down at my computer and started this blog. 425 posts later... it's still a work in progress. While the posts seem to come with more days between posts than when I first started, this is still something that I continue to enjoy. For those who live many miles away, I hope this has made you feel apart of our daily lives. For me it's been a great journal filled with many ups and downs. It's comforting to look back and see what we've lived through. It's a reminder that when today's not been a great day, there will be better days ahead. All I have to do is look back and see what all we've overcome. :)
~jen

Homecoming 2009

Homecoming week has come and gone. But it was a fun week as always. This year's theme for the parade was "board games". I was asked to create a board game for the Boy's Golf Team. Here's my creation. I had a blast making it!

Each cart had a different board game created by the other golf moms. The boys had a fun time decorating the carts.

Cody was so excited to get to drive the cart. The rules were only licensed drivers were going to get to drive. But, there were more unlicensed drivers than licensed! So, Cody got to drive!

One last smile for the camera before they take their place in the parade.

Even Caden got to take part in the parade! Chase needed someone to throw candy, so Caden was recruited. I know he felt like such a big boy to get to ride with the team. That's him sitting in the cart on the right in the green shirt. You can just barely see his face. (Sorry for the blurry picture!)

Cody's date for Homecoming was a friend of his that plays for the girls golf team. Her older brother is one of Cody's golf teammates.

And the highlight to the game.... we beat Odessa Permian! :) Blow Sand Blow!

~jen

My favorite time of year...

It is nearing my favorite time of year... fall. The cool temperatures (which means free air conditioning for the house!), the yellow, red, and orange shades of leaves falling over our back yard. High school football is in full swing. Cody's first golf tournament of the fall season is coming up. The Tri-State Fair kicks off Friday night. And then one of my most favorite events of fall... homecoming week. This Friday's game will be my favorite of the season. When the sun sets, you can see all the lights from the Fair behind the stadium. You can smell the corndogs and funnel cakes in the air. The cheers from the fans, the jingle of the bells on homecoming mums. It's the perfect Friday night football game. I can't wait. :)

~jen

Here comes my ranting...

Well for those of you who haven't heard.... it's Hell Week around these parts.

In case you don't know what Hell Week is, here is Wikipedia's definition:
"Hell Week, also referred to as "Spirit Week" is the week in which Amarillo High plays Tascosa High School in a severe football rivalry. During Hell Week, many vandalisms occur such as egging, spray painting, toilet papering, keying, and other property defacing acts. In 2006, vandalism ranged from simple chalking on sidewalks to bricks being thrown through windows. In 2007, fellow Senior Sandies of 08' spray painted the black "T" in front of Tascosa gold. However, many steps are being taken to attempt to make Hell Week less violent, such as increased police presence. Both schools also discourage violence during announcements."

Back when I was in school I never once even thought of stepping out after dark during Hell Week for fear of getting caught by the local police for even looking towards the direction of Tascosa High School! I was basically content to let the football players bash each other's lights out during the game. That was enough for me.

Fast forward many, many... many years and now I find myself in a new predicament... the recipient of Hell Week vandalism. While we have no certain proof that the vandalism to our car is from a THS teen, the timing and color choice of paint provides enough certainty that more than likely this is related to the upcoming game.

Cody made a comment to me after we discovered the vandalism that maybe I should take down my AHS Sandies window stickers. He implied that maybe if I had not had them on my car, we wouldn't have been targeted. Maybe so. However... I am so very proud of those Sandie stickers on my back window. I am so proud of Cody that he has been able to make not only the golf team, but the basketball team as well. As his parent I have the right to put those stickers on my window. I have the right to be a proud Sandie. I have the right to put my Longhorn sticker on the back of my window. Or a Steelers emblem on my window or any other sticker I want to put on my car! You know why? Because IT'S MY CAR!!!!

So to the criminal who got a 45 second thrill from splashing red paint all over the front of my car... you are a JERK. Just because you don't like my Sandies stickers, or my Longhorn stickers... (who knows it could have been a disgruntled OU fan for all I know) You have no right to vandalize my property! Want to know why.... BECAUSE IT'S MINE! I work to pay for that car! I work to pay for the insurance for that car! AND I REFUSE TO TAKE DOWN MY SANDIES STICKERS!!!

My ranting is done. *Sigh* Not sure I feel any better.

~jen

That time of year again...

I can't believe that this is the last weekend of summer vacation! How time has flown! We have had a wonderful summer. We've golfed, golfed some more, put a few miles on the Pilot, had some memorable hotel stays, played a little basketball, golfed, spent countless days at the pool, played a little more golf, and soaked up as much fun and sun as we could! :)



It's been a great summer. I've watched both my boys grow and experience amazing things. While we didn't get to do everything that we wanted (Caden really wanted to take tennis lessons this summer, but we just didn't get that worked in), we had a fabulous time.


Now it's back to reality! We had Caden's meet and greet last night at his school. He has a very nice teacher. She is an OU fan, much to Caden's delight! He is super excited about starting school on Monday! I hope he has a wonderful year.


Cody is getting more excited about school. Not so much about the academic portion of school but more for the athletic portion! He's itching to get on the course (one would think he's played enough golf!) and the court! We are hopeful that he will have a place on both teams. He's going to have to work hard this year as the competition will be getting tougher. So, to show he's committed to both sports he will be working out on his own on the basketball court 2-3 days before school starts. He also knows that he must improve his GPA. He had a few set-backs last year and he needs to get back to where he needs to be. We know he will do fine this year. We are hopeful that he remains healthy this school year!

I spent a portion of my day getting out all my fall decorations. Fall is my favorite time of year so I couldn't wait to dust off the pumpkins and fall garlands! In less than a month it will be homecoming and the opening of the Tri-State Fair! I can't wait! :) Here's a couple of pictures of my hard work today! All I am waiting on now are the fall mums to put in my flower pots!

The only draw-back to setting out these decorations is it brought on many questions from Caden about the count-down to Halloween and Christmas! I already got a Christmas wish list from him! :)

Hope everyone has a wonderful first day of school next week! For those that already started, I hope those first few days have been great! Please join me in praying for a safe school year for all our children.

~jen

Golf Pictures and Final Statistics

2009 Golf Statistics

North Texas PGA Junior Golf Foundation

-Competed in 16 golf tournaments
-Placed in the top 3 in 6 tournaments
-First place finish at Elm Grove Golf Club in Lubbock with a 75
-Qualified and participated in the Ewing Automotive West Area Championship in Midland, TX and the Ewing Automotive Tour Championship in McKinney, TX
-Finished the season in 8th place out of 194 participants in the West Texas Boys 14-15 Division

Flashback...

...to somewhere between the year 1992 and 1993. Cruising down Bell street, warm summer night, windows rolled down, wind blowing through my hair, stereo blaring, speakers thumping, best friends sitting in the front and back seat, singing at the top of our lungs.

Flash forward current day. Cruising down Bell street, warm summer night, windows rolled down, wind blowing through my hair, stereo blaring, speakers thumping, Cody's driving, I'm sitting in the passenger seat, Caden's sitting in the back seat bobbing his head to the beat of the music.

How times have changed. :)

~jen

Answered Prayers

As you all have heard me bellow on and on about.... I have been so unhappy at my current job. There are many levels of unhappiness. And since this is a public blog and I don't want to be drug into court for slandering a particular hospital, I'd better not list all the things that make me unhappy with my current employer! :)

However, there is good news to report... I was offered a position at a pain center as an operating room and recovery room nurse. No weekends, no on-call, no holidays, 10 days off at Christmas, vacation and sick time, benefits, good pay, and a set schedule that is more conducive to our family life. Perfect.

So, thank you to each of you for listening to me cry and complain over the last 6 months. Thank you for your support and encouraging words. Thank you for your prayers.
~jen

What we've been up to...

I know, it's been a while between posts. We've just been a little busy lately! Here's a brief run-down of what we've been doing and more importantly... photos!

We have been super busy with golf, golf, and a little more golf!

As of this evening, Cody is in 9th place out of 133 in his division. He has qualified for the West Area Championship in Midland which is during the second week of August. We will be traveling down there for him to compete. Depending on how he finishes, he may have the opportunity to play in the Ewing Automotive Junior Tour Championship in McKinney the following week. He continues to amaze me. Last weekend, he played in the La Paloma Men's Club Championship and placed 1st in his flight with his net score and tied for 1st with his gross score.

This week we traveled to Dallas for him to play in a golf tournament at the Las Colinas Country Club and also for a little vacation time as a family.

After his tournament, we had some time to kill, so the boys decided that we would just drive by Cowboys Stadium. While searching for directions, we discovered that there were daily tours going on at the stadium. So, a family of Steelers headed over to Cowboy country and toured the stadium. I have to say that I was impressed. I've never been to an arena like this before. The largest stadium I've probably ever been to is Tech's. Cowboys Stadium is amazing. I can't even imagine what that place is like loaded to it's capacity (120,000+)! The kids really enjoyed the tour.

After the tour we drove to Marie and Joey's house (Mike's sister and her husband) for an overnight visit. Thanks to Marie and Joey for a wonderful supper! The kids played soccer once the temperature fell to just below 100 degrees! It was still hot at 10:00!

The next day I took Jaden and Cade to a water park while the big boys went and played golf at the Tribute.

We all had a great day. Late that afternoon, we loaded up the car and headed to Groom.

Thursday morning, both boys had golf tournaments in Pampa. This was Caden's first golf tournament. He did so well for his first tournament. I know deep down he was disappointed that he didn't win a medal, but he did his best and he knows that's all that matters. He is growing up too fast!

It was a great week. It was a busy week! More importantly it's a week we all spent together!

And then there's me. Just wanted to share that I hit that first all-important milestone this week (while on vacation I might add!)... 10 lbs! I thought I would commemorate the occasion with a new picture. (Ok... this is totally one of those cheesy hold the camera in front of your face and take your own picture pitures... but it worked!)

~jen